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[Oct. 28th, 2004|03:54 pm] |
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| | The Used "Bulimic" | ] |
Hrmm twas a good day today... i dunno.. im sorta bored... and hungry...
OMG i shot my foot with the paintball gun by accedent again... then i gave it to my mom to shoot it.. that woman doesn't know what the hells going on and she shot and missed the wall... she's not dexterous (lol vocab words)... but its alright. shes a mom, she doesn't have to know how to use these things... well im off... maybe i'll update later
-Ben |
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[Oct. 27th, 2004|02:12 pm] |
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hmm... feeling weird today...
**JILL IS MY HERO**
i just felt like putting that in
well i dunno... i'll write something later |
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[Oct. 25th, 2004|06:51 pm] |
I GOT A 70 IN SPANISH!
THAT IS UNHEARD OF!!
WOO WOO
THE BIRD IS BACK!
I DUNNO HOW... BUT ITS BACK... N LOUDER THEN EVER!!!
I FINISHED MY ART PROJECT TODAY! GOT A 95 ON IT... BUT THEN THERE WAS ½ OFF CAUSE IT WAS 2 WEEKS LATE...BUT I DONT CARE
WOOO FUN DAY... |
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| Thinking About You |
[Oct. 24th, 2004|02:34 pm] |
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| | crushed and heartbroken | ] |
hrmm... i'll just take the hint... give up... move on... and put this all behind me...
or at least try to... i guess some things are... just never meant to be... rules are made to be broken... as are hearts...
-Ben |
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| Pondering |
[Oct. 23rd, 2004|11:44 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cold "Suffocate" | ] |
I have a question.
What does one do when he knows the end is comeing, doesn't know when it will come, could be today, could be tommorow, could be in a few years, but he knows its comeing.
Does he stick it out and live life to the fullest?
Or does he fall into a emoitional death pool of regrete and dispare?
"these are the moments, theres are the times, lets make the best out of our lives..."
-The Calling "Our Lives"
hrmm if you know what to do, talk to me.
-Ben |
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| Just another broken heart |
[Oct. 23rd, 2004|12:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Why Bother... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "So Cold" Breaking Benjamin | ] |
cold, i tell you!
Its really really cold!
Dont you get it?!
Brrrr!!!!
Go put a jacket on!
WHY ARE YOU STLL READING THIS!!!
WHY HAVEN'T YOU PUTTEN A JACKET ON!!!!!
STOP READING THIS AND GO PUT A JACKET ON!!!
THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU!!!!
^^sorry about that, i dont know what came over me... but yes to add to the actual entry.
The dance twas amazing if you ask me... my head hurts a little... but yeah, im not much of a dance person, but that was soooo cool they had a bonfire and burned a whole lotta stuff and it made smile... yeahh smile a lot woo woo
hrmmmm... it's a bit chilly right now... and i dunno... i guess yesterday night wasn't too... uhh i don't know.... it's so damn cold...
:\ yuckkk..... i think my hands are blue... or like... weird... colors... whoooo knoooowwwwsssss causeee i sureee dontttt
Maybe i'll add later...
-Bennnn |
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| Can't get you off my mind |
[Oct. 22nd, 2004|03:56 pm] |
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| |  Thinkin about you | ] |
Hrmm... long day today
got a headache from the peep rally which i must add, it really sucked ass...
last year's was much much better...
spanish today... i think i broke something really expencive... although it was funny... i think it's gunna cost sum $$ if it's truely broke
ehhh im not that worried about it though...
Damn the stupied dance is today... i really dread these things, but i have to go... too many people telling me to go...
i'll probably leave early... it's not like im paying
fuck this shitt bitch im sneakin in!
FUCK YEAH
alright well i dunno what else to say
im going to lift sum more... peace bitches
**Can't Get You Off My Mind Sweetheart** |
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| Hott Damn! This Song Speaks To Me! |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|12:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  My Head Hurts So Bad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "I'm Not Okay" My Chemical Romance | ] |
Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
For photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
wish you were really here listening to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this I'm okay!
(Trust me.)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
"I'm Not Okay"
My Chemical Romance |
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[Oct. 20th, 2004|07:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Still thinking about you | ] |
| [ | music |
| | American Idiot | ] |
God i love this quote
"Shit on my dick, or blood on my knife" -Butterfly Effect
haha :p
plus to add!
as i was running down the stairs today, believe it or not i didn't trip and fall, i smashed my face against this wooden thingy that is above my steps... i don't know if you know what i mean, but that shit hurt and my head has a big cut on it and its black and blue!
then i fell down the stairs and landed on this box thing with sharp edges...
(hurt sooo bad :(...) |
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[Oct. 20th, 2004|04:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Thinkin about you | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nothing | ] |
Twas a good day... twas a very very good day...
i dunno what else to say
but hey
whos to say
maybe your day was gay
if so then hip hip horray
i question i ask if you may
would you like to stay
maybe even play?
what else rhymes with day
maybe pay
or chay
alright alright that got boring...
but as you can tell, i had a good good day today Woo
-Ben |
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[Oct. 19th, 2004|06:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Creeping Death" Metallica | ] |
School could of been better... a lot better... rather shitty day...
then when school lets out, my mom has to take me for a brain-wave test...
that was a whole lotta fun :\
ehh i've seen better days...
maybe i'll update later if i feel like it... i wish i knew what was wrong with me.... |
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[Oct. 18th, 2004|10:04 pm] |
fuck this hole goddamn night
first things are good, then they suck, then good again, then they fucken suck...
just fuck this whole fucken day
i'll update some other time |
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| I wonder what I did... I guess... Next time i'll keep my mouth shut... |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|08:16 pm] |
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| | confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Yellowcard "Only One" | ] |
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one |
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| Breaking News Today! |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|04:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Contenplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sum 41 "Hell Song" | ] |
#1: Missing you.
#2: The Bird is gone!
#3: Shot my foot with with a paintball gun.
#4: Loud noises hurt my ears real bad.
#5: My head hurts.
#6: I'm really cold.
#7: Why was 6 afarid of 7.
#8: Cause 7, 8, 9 ::heh heh::
#9: Terrance and I are going to build a hounted house. WITH REAL GHOSTS.
#10: I have guitar today.
#11: I seen a large breasted old woman today. My mother and I thought she was going to fall over.
#12: I'm bored
#13: The Ace of Hearts is an omen
#14: #13 makes no sense, unless you are me.
#15: I got a 100 on my Lit. Essay!
#16: Christina's Dog just ran into the wall hahaha
#17: Still Laughing!
I think thats all for the News Updates... |
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| Contemplateing |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|01:12 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Missin you | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sum 41 "Still Waiting" | ] |
Hrmm... well i've been out and about all day, went to the house of horrors with Terrance, Gordon, Nick, and sum girls from nardin... Twas a blast, then after that, went back to jill's place and hung out in the basement from about 6-11... ahhh that was madd funn too... ahh im so friggen tired and i miss you so damn much.. your all i can really think about and i miss you a whole lot...
tought myself another new song today, which is mad cool cause its just a cool song..
and im really really tired right now...
Cristina, i hope your day gets better.. ill say a prayer for ya...
damn im tired... well i think this is all i'll add for now... i might add an entry later
-Ben
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[Oct. 16th, 2004|12:37 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | So Friggen Happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Yellowcard "Only One" | ] |
happiest guy in the world right now...
thanks for makin me smile :) |
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[Oct. 15th, 2004|04:04 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
ahhh it's been a while since the last time i updated this... sorry to those of you who actually read this... i forgot i had 1 till i seen in emmy's friend's list and it dawned on me to actually WRITE in here...
we'll lets see... saterday im going to the house of horrors.. thats going to fun! it's nice to spend sum quality time with terrance and gordon and the nardin girls...
i might be going down to my cuz's to hang out for a few... goin to a party if i go there, that'll be fun... no drinkin thouhg (new medication)
made about $20 this week! haha gotta love it. if your readin this and you want to buy it, im sold out right now, 0ct. 22nd or Oct.25th i should have a fresh stock... just IM...
sooo lettsss seee... uhhh what else to say... if you are reading this, well you already know, because i told you yesterday... n i hope what told you, didn't like... freak you out or anything... im sorry about that... i'll talk to you later about it (ykwya i hope)
well im done for the day... |
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| Im Tired |
[Sep. 16th, 2004|06:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Memory" Sugarcult | ] |
...long day at school, i found my missing uhh... chem. notebook! i forgot where i put my other notebook now... but ehh w/e i dont care... football was long and hard... i just took a shower and im clean... how spelendid... alright well thats enough..
-Ben |
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| Live Journals are stupied douches |
[Sep. 15th, 2004|11:23 pm] |
Well today i have a shit load of homework, and yes i am still currently in the process of finishing it... This shit sucks, and im Madddd tired... yesterday i fell asleep at 1 in the AM which sucks major balls cause i only got 5 hours of sleep, i might even be wrong about that, but w/e... im sure you all fell asleep late like that... Well i don't know what else to say... so i guess ill add something when im not knee deep in homework and half asleep... Respond in you want... i dont fucken care....
-Ben |
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